Light as a wisp of sweet Breeze,
Into my Life, he walked with flawless Ease.
Charm oozed out of his every Word,
New feelings inside me, he Stirred.
I was innocent, a simple Girl,
He pampered me and made me a Pearl.
He touched me and every inch of me Quivered,
New passions and emotions in me, he Stirred.
His touch made my life, bright as Sunshine,
I felt high with him, like intoxicated by Wine.
He made me laugh, he made me Cry,
But I could not resist him, I don’t know Why.
I confided my life to him, every little Detail,
He too told me about his life’s Tale.
We became each other’s Soul-Mate,
To see each other every day, we couldn’t Wait.
His words touched my heart, he promised me the Stars,
I became his loyal slave, made him my Avatar.
Every need of his fulfilled, every command Obeyed,
In a dream world of passion, we together Swayed.
I began to expect and want him to Myself,
But he played fiddle and lied to cover Himself.
With time, he slowly got greedy for money and Fame,
I felt that he was, just playing with me, a Game.
His words of love and charming Vows,
Slowly faded, the fire in his heart Dowsed.
I became his plaything, an object to pass Time,
Forgetting promises, he thought was no Crime.
He deftly, kept me apart from his world,
Insecurities and Jealousy, inside me twirled.
I wanted him to remember, to be the same lover,
But he was more interested in status and power.
I languished with health but he was never beside,
He cared lesser and lesser for the tears I cried.
Filled with anger, I wanted to make him pay,
For cheating and using me, but he had nothing to say.
Fury flamed within, I wanted him to feel my pain,
I betrayed him in anger, then repented for being so insane.
While he suffered from my actions, I lamented,
A huge gap between us, we parted.
I forgave his every hurt, he had caused me,
I wanted him again, my soul mate to be.
I feel so lost and empty, my heart bleeds,
I wish I could go back in time and undo my deeds.
Now I know how valuable, a Friend he was,
Maybe not a true lover or a santa Claus.
But he had done his best, to make me Happy,
Though I feel, he should take, the blame Partly.
I Miss my Friend, My Only Confidante,
I wish everything would, become Okay.
I pray for him Everyday,
Asking God, to not, let him go Away.
I wait, hoping, him to return, in the pouring Rain,
I’m trying to recover, atleast our Friendship, but in Vain.
I wish he would understand, why it Happened,
I wish he had not made me, so Saddened.
Whether he came into my life, for a just a Season,
I asked God to tell me, what was the Reason.
Letting go of the past, seems not so Easy,
But you have to Move on, we have one life Only.
I hope, one day, he will learn to, Value his Friend,
The girl he promised to love, and hold hands, till the End.