He and Me

Light as a wisp of sweet Breeze,

Into my Life, he walked with flawless Ease.

Charm oozed out of his every Word,

New feelings inside me, he Stirred.

 

I was innocent,  a simple Girl,

He pampered me and made me a Pearl.

He touched me and every inch of me Quivered,

New passions and emotions in me, he Stirred.

 

His touch made my life, bright as Sunshine,

I felt high with him, like intoxicated by Wine.

He made me laugh, he made me Cry,

But I could not resist him, I don’t know Why.

 

I confided my life to him, every little Detail,

He too told me about his life’s Tale.

We became each other’s Soul-Mate,

To see each other every day, we couldn’t Wait.

 

His words touched my heart, he promised me the Stars,

I became his loyal slave, made him my Avatar.

Every need of his fulfilled, every command Obeyed,

In a dream world of passion, we together Swayed.

 

I began to expect and want him to Myself,

But he played fiddle and lied to cover Himself.

With time, he slowly got greedy for money and Fame,

I felt that he was, just playing with me, a Game.

 

His words of love and charming Vows,

Slowly faded, the fire in his heart Dowsed.

I became his plaything, an object to pass Time,

Forgetting promises, he thought was no Crime.

 

He deftly, kept me apart from his world,

Insecurities and Jealousy, inside me twirled.

I wanted him to remember, to be the same lover,

But he was more interested in status and power.

 

I languished with health but he was never beside,

He cared lesser and lesser for the tears I cried.

Filled with anger, I wanted to make him pay,

For cheating and using me, but he had nothing to say.

 

Fury flamed within, I wanted him to feel my pain,

I betrayed him in anger, then repented for being so insane.

While he suffered from my actions, I lamented,

A huge gap between us, we parted.

 

I forgave his every hurt, he had caused me,

I wanted him again, my soul mate to be.

I feel so lost and empty, my heart bleeds,

I wish I could go back in time and undo my deeds.

 

Now I know how valuable, a Friend he was,

Maybe not a true lover or a santa Claus.

But he had done his best, to make me Happy,

Though I feel, he should take, the blame Partly.

 

I Miss my Friend, My Only Confidante,

I wish everything would, become Okay.

I pray for him Everyday,

Asking God, to not, let him go Away.

 

I wait, hoping, him to return, in the pouring Rain,

I’m trying to recover, atleast our Friendship, but in Vain.

I wish he would understand, why it Happened,

I wish he had not made me, so Saddened.

 

Whether he came into my life, for a just a Season,

I asked God to tell me, what was the Reason.

Letting go of the past, seems not so Easy,

But you have to Move on, we have one life Only.

 

I hope, one day, he will learn to, Value his Friend,

The girl he promised to love, and hold hands, till the End.